Music & Lyrics

Okay sooo
To my misfortune I am Not used to writing vocals to the new jam
I'm giving it my all, but at this point I seem to be in somewhat of a slump
my mind is frozen and nothing is flowing to me like usual.
First, I have no inspiration, I can't seem to think about any certain subject to dwell upon.
Second I feel I am not capable of writing to this sort of music. I am unaware
of how to go about singing it vocally; tones, melodies, harmonies and so forth.
I think I might have to give it a little time and take a trip somewhere or something to even get me started.
I'm not used to this though, it makes me feel somewhat insecure seeing as Alabaster, I was able
to jot down thoughts and go into them and make a rough estimate of a song within a day. I do not like this one bit! So when and if I miraculously come up with a complete song It will be nothing short of decent haha

I will keep up with trying and listening to it everyday, but I am simply letting you know my progress for it is not up to standards (mine at least). I want to listen to CHAD and take it slow
but this is Killing me slowly on the inside I have lost numerous hours of sleep and have gained at least .5 lbs
haha Just kidding but it is Killing me .....slowly, very slowly, but killing me none the less